Despaired

The sun shining bright;
hurting the eyes;
the wind blowing hard;
flustering hair;
birds chirping;
drumming the ears;
flowers efflorescing;
contaminating the nose;
thoughts, notions;
provoking the mind;
lurid music;
cursing the soul;
the rhythm of breathing;
fazing, needling;
lips moving;
praying for death;
life's mocking;
there is no one out there.